He's Here

He's here.

Staring at me.

Through the window.

I
 dont think he can come inside. Thats why he stands at the windows

Now he just waits and stares at me though the side window. I think he has lotss of time to waiste otherwise he wouldn't do that. Sometimes I can 
ignore him but even with teh windows covered I can still feel him stareing at me. It's hard to sleep like that. The other pills are hel
ping though. But the dreams I'm having. Is it still a good nights sleep if I wake up scared and panickeddd?

I wish my cats we're still around. 

I wish my family was here.

I wish I could go home.